Chula marie

I’ve spent many years looking for the one, my meant to be. I forced myself into relationship after relationship because I thought they’d love me and be the one but none of them were. No one felt right or like they were even close to being the one for me. I guess it’s true what they say love comes unexpected and with the one you least expect it. When I first looked at you I knew that saying was right. You weren’t the one I thought I’d fall in love with or be my first love. When I saw you my heart skipped a beat and I knew you were the one. We’ve been through hell and back, literally and yet we have managed to stay in each others lives through it all. Wether it be good or it be bad. With you my life is better, I feel like I can conquer the world and no one can stop me. I have a need for you stronger than any other need, stronger than I need my next breath and at times I wish it wasn’t so but it is. I can’t see my life with anyone else but you, the love of my life, my soulmate, my first and only love. We’ve both made mistakes and yet we are still here for each other. Every night I lay in bed and just wish you’d be laying next to me so I could hold you tight and make everything ok. I’d never let go again. I’d do anything and everything for you even rip my heart out and serve it to you in a silver platter just so you’d see my love for you was real. I’ve never felt this way about anyone else and it scares me because its a feeling I’ve never felt before. I’ve loved you since before I laid eyes on you and ill love you until the death of me.